Manifestation.

I,ve always been interested in manifestation ever since the secret. But i have a question about it. Now, one of the task is to visualize. Example, if you want lots of money, you visualize, which lots of dollar bills, or you bank account with a big number in it, and visualizing and feeling like you already have the money. Either way, you get the picture. But. the problem is, it's great to do that, but, unfortunately, reality hits, and that every time you look at your account, you get depressed. And then you have to redo the visualization and trying to change your mood. But how many times do you have to do it before your subconscious gets the point. Cause, it s easy to fool your conscious, but not the subconscious. What to do. Cause, i know there's the doing part of it too, and i ve been doing, but still nothing. It s getting depressive really. I need help with this. Anybody to help?